Friday, January 8, 2010

Spiritual confusion and need some advice?

Recently for no particular reason ( excuse my spelling im not a wrighter) i have changed. I was racist hatfull angry and emotionally blocked. Im 25 male married for 4 years two sons one with autism. I lost the anger that i have for no reason. i no longer hate like i did i can admit to my feelings and race doesnt bother me. i have this higher sense of being but still feel misplaced. i got laid off but have found work since so i cant atribute it to that. i was in the infantry,witch tought me to hide emotion. im not a good person i've lied cheated stolen destroyed, but i have also lost given things i truely could not afored to give. emotionly and financialy. so what the f is going on with me. i do sometimes fallback into my old self if only for a molment,quickly i relize my fault and feel almost dirty. ive lost most of my sexual desire and become more emotionaly aware of how i view my wife. sorry if this post seem chaotic. thats how my mind has always been. any ideas on whats going on?Spiritual confusion and need some advice?
In the name of God, the Compassionate, the Merciful.


All praise be to God, Lord of the Universe; the Compassionate, the Merciful, Sovereign of the Day of Judgment! You alone we worship; and to You alone we turn for help. Guide us to the straight path; the path of those whom You have favored; not of those who have earned Your wrath, nor of those who have gone astray.


Amen.








Islam is not a new religion but the final culmination and fulfillment of the same basic truth that God revealed through all His prophets to every people. A way of life symbolized by peace - peace with God, peace within oneself, and peace with the creations of God through submission to God and commitment to His guidance.Spiritual confusion and need some advice?
Can't be certain whats going on but I do know that truth is the best medicine.





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You are realizing the Truth. Not as any one particular Truth but all Truths. Good for you.
I guess it might have something to do with becoming a dad or a parent maybe softened ur heart, and the fact that one of the boys has autism maybe taught u to accept people as Good created them all.


u must be good in heart ,and this is why God sent u this precious gift ( your son )


. I also have an idea about when a son is having a problem,had one of my own, who's resting in heaven along with his older sister..


the experience made me feel that life is worth s*** , or even less than that, i'm much more tolerant especially with my other 2 daughters,


i don't have any strong emotions towards any thing or any one except my family.. u used to feel that u had control, but know u feel helpless..


it 'll get better, maybe not soon, but it's a test from God..


'; wa basher alsaberin, allazin eza asabathom mosiba , 2alo ena lellah wa ena ilayh raje3on.';
Yeah. You're going through a transformation. You're only partway through it, but it looks like it's going in a good direction. Don't worry about the loss of sexual desire, it will return.





Try not to worry about it or block it, just let it do what it's doing, and you'll come out the other side just fine. Be calm, and realise that you're growing and maturing in many ways right now.





This isn't the only time this will happen in your life, many people go through three or four of these (or more) by the time they are old and die.
well, you have a son with autism...that kinda shakes you up. Its not something you have any control over...you realize things just plain happen. Well, black people just happen as well. They all just trying to survive, like you, your children, your wife...and once you realize most people have that in common - that we struggle - you become more compassionate....which makes it hard to see people for thier skin color, or lust women as much, etc.





Some people would call that growing up...emotionally, and spiritually.


Hope that makes sense. I'm on my way to bed....its been a very hard time for me as well.





Good Luck along the path

Spiritual/mental question.? only helpful advice needed.?

when i look in the mirror one second my eyes are light blue but then they change to dark and sometimes go green and grey does anyone know why?





Also every night at 3:02 exactly i wake up and cant sleep, it only happens when i am at home though,anyone have the same problem or know why?





Also my last question,my sister woke up crying in the middle of the night because of a nightmare and she said that i was looking at her when she woke up and asked why she was crying.


i dont remember doing this at all. any suggestions to why or am i just plainly insane?Spiritual/mental question.? only helpful advice needed.?
eyes look different colours sometimes. Its due to the light hitting them, how close you are to the mirror and also how much you study them! If you look in detail you often over analyse and think- ok, now they look green. But then again if i move my head to the left they kinda look blue!





Waking at the exact time can be many things. I tend to wake at 5.05 in the morning. No reason! Its just the way it is. I dont think it means anything.





But maybe your body gets too hot around that time, maybe your sleep fidgetting too much about then and it wakes you, maybe youre used to waking at this time for work etc, or maybe you reach a certain stage in your sleep pattern where your brain starts dreaming or enters REM- and this brings you awake. Also, it can simply be that your brain and body have renewed themselves enough and therefore you wake. If you have a lot on your mind- this can disrupt your sleep pattern also. Loads of things will do this.





As for your sisters dream.. One of two things. She dreamt you talking to her or you did talk but you were half asleep yourself and forgot.





I think your worrying too much and analysing a bit too intensely! Try to relax a bit and dont look for meanings in everything. Life is full of little oddities! Its what makes it interesting. Just laugh and shrug at them! XSpiritual/mental question.? only helpful advice needed.?
Your eyes have melanin in them which makes them the color they are. Some eyes (and I think it's usually hazel) will change color depending on the environment, and the clothes you wear.





#2 is your circadian rhythms are out of whack.





#3 She was either still dreaming, or you talked in your sleep. Both normal.
My eyes change colour, from blue to green. I believe it's to do with mood and body temperature, I wouldn't worry.





About the sleep thing - I wake up at the same time. Don't worry, it could be anything - There could be a loud car/van that goes past at that exact time every night.





That was probably in the nightmare your sister had.
your eyes will change when focusing when you wake at home it's habit and your sister was dreaming! stop looking for things that don't exist.
I dont know but I have similar spooky things happen to me.





When I am awake after 3 am I can hear distant voices but cant make out what they are saying until I am almost asleep - then I can latch on to some of the voices and follow what they say. Its nothing directed at me or about me and I am eavesdropping and I can only concentrate for a short while as I am already on the verge of sleep, but the period leading up to being able to listen can go on for quite long periods until I fall into that lucid state that opens the voices up.





Dunno what it all means - I just accept it and let it be the part of my life that it is.

Has anyone gone on a fast, for spiritual or health reasons? If so, any advice?

It clears the mind and body of toxins.


';Death begins in the colon';, so find the right detox and colon cleansing routine and DO IT at least once a year!


I fast nightly, so I never get that wicked build-up in my colon/intestines. All I do is stop eating 6 hours before I fall asleep (during which time I drink one quart of purified water). When I wake up 8 hours later, I brush my teeth and tounge, then drink ONE QUART of purified water within 15 minutes. This will bring about a very healthy bowel movement, and keep you hydrated most of the day so you don't have to drink a lot of water, esp. while eating, since that only dilutes the enzyme activity in your stomach, inhibiting proper food digestion. An hour after drinking the quart, I eat a whole organic red delicious apple, only. A half of an hour after that I can start eating anything I normally would!Has anyone gone on a fast, for spiritual or health reasons? If so, any advice?
no, but I've always wanted to do it because they say it gives you a better appreciativeness for things.Has anyone gone on a fast, for spiritual or health reasons? If so, any advice?
I had a very spiritual colostomy which required fasting.
i havin cant give u advice!!
I have fasted in the past. I can tell you that it is much more likely to be successful if you do not get caught up with fasting *as such* in other words you don't obsess over it. Occupy yourself mentally/physically; you'll hardly notice that you're fasting.
Sure.


Stay well hydrated.


Avoid caffeine for energy. It'll mess you up!


After the second day, the hunger pangs stop.


If you go longer than a few days, your body will begin detoxifying. You may notice an unpleasant smell. It's ok; just the toxins being released through your pores. If this bothers you, a bath will help.


When you resume eating; start small. Usually, yogurt is good to start with. Do not have a big meal first thing since your stomach will have gotten used to the lack of food. However, as I said before, stay well hydrated.


Let family %26amp; friends know, just in case you start to get loopy from low blood sugar, which can happen.


Hope this helps!
1. When you get back on normal food, introduce is very slowly.





2. Meditate everyday





3. Give yourself an enima before you fast. This will clear your system of any impurities and make your skin break out less during the fast





4. Drink water with lemon because lemon also purifies your body.





5. Drink a 1/4 cup of alloe vera Juice a day. This will heal your stomach and intestines while on your fast. You can buy it at any health food store.








6. Don't do a fast for longer then seven days.





7. Take a multi vitamin everyday, with a glass of rice milk. This will help in cramping from the vitaimins on an empty stomach.





8. Before you start the fast, eat nothing but raw vegetables for three days prior.











Good Luck!
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I went on a 30 day juice fast and several smaller one. I am starting a 45 day juice fast in two weeks as part of Richard Schulze's incurable program.





Although I didn't go on this fast to lose weight but for cancer, I lost 70 pounds. I had ALWAYS gained weight back plus more (yoyo) any time I lost weight but this time though it was 10 years ago, I only gained about half of it back. It is the only thing I EVER had the happen with.But I think that was because of the colon cleansing (used Dr. Richard Schulze's colon intestinal cleanse #1 and #2.





Start with smaller fasts...water only fasts can be dangerous. Use only fresh juiced fruit and vegetables, (bottled) may be used if you need to and you're out, be sure to drink the juiced juice within 15 minutes or the enzymes (the healing factor) are destroyed. Also drink filtered or distilled water, herbal teas (be sure to use only steam distilled water with teas especially medicinal ones as they pull out more of the healing pytochemicals as the water is empty.





You may also drink potassium broths (use 1/4 beets, 1/4 carrots, 1/4 potato peelings, and 1/4 kale with a little celery). Use about 25-50 cloves of garlic. Add cayenne if you can handle it. Cook veggies with filtered water.. strain it when cooked, drinkling only the broth (can freeze vegetables to make soup when you are done with the fast). Can also use a green cleaner like magna green (schultze makes a good superfood (1-800-herbdoc).





Do not get scared if you feel weak at first. This is the toxins breaking loose from organs and tissues and cleansing putting them temporarily into your bloodstream etc. Stick it out and you will soon feel fabulous. People have spiritual closeness to God or better organisms even I've noticed. You feel good. All hunger goes away after the first few days. When hunger returns, it is a sign you need to eat or are starving...this will not be the case except with very extened fasts.





You may be a little chilly. If so wear a sweater. It is helpful to do a liver cleanse or kidney cleanse or immune boosting or blood cleansing with it by using appropriate herbs (see schulze's incurable program on internet or through catolog.)





It is CRUCIAL to break the fast slowly. Research how to do this before starting. Some foods you may try are a small dish of cooked carrots, some fresh applesauce, a small salad...maybe a little cottage cheese for the 3rd meal with juice. Very, VERY gradually get back into eating taking at least 2-3 days to do so. This is crucial.
I never have, but I have been told, that if I do go on a fast to be sure it's Spirit led, and that it doesn't necessarily have to be EVERYTHING. Some people do a bread and water fast, or water and veggies. Or they eat before the sun rises and after it sets. But the hunger pangs are apparently suppose to remind you to pray or meditate and focus on the answer you seek, which is the reason for the fast. SOmething like that. Good luck, be safe.





Valrie
Yes, I went on a 2 day juice fast followed with a 3 day water fast. I felt GREAT. You will experience light headedness, headaches and hunger pangs the first 3 days. Just hang in there and meditate and pray every chance you get. Check out this website that will help you in your fasting needs.
Drink plenty of water, and herbal teas.
I combined my first fast with colon cleansing and I felt like a million bucks for over a year afterwards. GO FOR IT but follow some of the really good advice that has already been posted on this thread!!
WHAT?
I have fasted for spiritual reasons several times. I have learned a few things;


Stay hydrated, drink a lot of water, tea and if possible a little broth so you don't get sick.


DO NOT fast while pregnant, or on your menstrual cycle (obviuosly these only apply if your a woman) during these times you need to keep your normal balanced diet.

If you were to give 3 pieces of advice; 1 emotional, 1 physical and 1 spiritual, what would they be?

Hi David First I would start with the spiritual because everything emotional and physical begins with the condition our spirit.





1. The spiritual advice would be: The fact that there is a loving God that sent His son to die for us, and that to believe in Him would give everlasting life. To trust in His son Yeshua and to make Him Lord of his/her life.





2. Emotions are deceiptful and not to react too emotionally and to trust in the Savior for their needs because He is the provider and will heal our situations and emotions. Emotionally we have peace when we trust in God. Because if we are saved, spiritually we are whole, and we have to remind ourselves that we were made whole, shalom- meaning nothing missing nothing broken. Peace comes with trust.





3. Physically, when we hold onto bitterness and unforgiveness, whether we are saved or not, it brings sickness to our bones like cancer, mental sickness, heart attacks........ I would advise people to let go of past hurts and forgive those who hurt them and to release it. So that they can move forward and not backwards.If you were to give 3 pieces of advice; 1 emotional, 1 physical and 1 spiritual, what would they be?
1- find love and possess it, live it, and hold it like a prize


2- work out and stay physically fit


3- have faith and beleive in your all mighty lordIf you were to give 3 pieces of advice; 1 emotional, 1 physical and 1 spiritual, what would they be?
Spiritually: Follow all the precepts of the Bible to be spiritually fit.


Physical: Take care of your temple (the Body) it works better when it's taken care of. It enables you to be spiritually and emotionally fit.


Emotional: If you take care of your spirit (By having a relationship with God), your body is healthy, your emotional being will be taken care of. Your emotional health has alot to do with your spirit and body being healthy.
and in fetters; and he brake the bands, and was driven of the devil into the wilderness.)


SA1 2:26 And the child Samuel grew on, and was in favour both with the LORD, and also with men.








JER 25:36 A voice of the cry of the shepherds, and an howling of the principal of the flock, shall be heard: for the LORD hath spoiled their pasture.
Emotional: Keep calm and focussed!


Physical: Look after your body, it's all you really ever will get.


Spiritual: Be grateful for everything.
emotions need to be expressed or they build up... it's finding a positive healing means of expressing them that causes healing... our bodies is our only life... taking care of them means balancing your life.. living by the rules of karma work...





spiritual... the purpose of the spirit is nature to talk to nature... as we have been promoting religious views through it humanity has sepertated itself from nature that is why we experience these horrible illnesses, we have removed ourselves from nature's healing cycles... leaving religions is the only answers to help the healing of all of which we are... spiritual, emotional, mental and physical...
Christianity is a FEAR based religion used to control the masses!! agree?


Because fear is the most productive tool these mind control cults have to win over and keep followers.


Source(s):


Remember, ';god'; is nothing more than a nonsense word created by man to explain away all of the things we can't yet understand.





Religion is a disease of the mind, born of fear, which has done nothing but bring untold misery down upon the human race.


If you can't get someone to convert willingly through preaching, fear is the next best tool.





Christianity for instance is based on two principles:





1. If you believe, you will be rewarded with the prospect of an eternity in Heaven when you die.





2. If you don't believe, you will be rewarded with the prospect of an eternity in Hell when you die.





For Christians:





God is all-loving, all-wise and all-merciful, so long as you submit to becoming a slave - salivating and singing heaps of praises on him for all eternity.





Much like an Earthly dictator who rules his subjects under rule of tyranny - submit or suffer.


Two methods in which religion spreads





1)Violence


2)Child Indoctrination
1.) dont cry when u dont get the last piece of cake


2.) with that gut u didnt need that cake


3.) pray to god that the cake doesnt go to ur waist
1. Respect everyone including yourself with common, ordinary respect not fawning or cowering before anyone.





2. Be moderate and avoid all manner of permanent damage to your body. Drink plenty of water. We are water.





3. Be honest with yourself and with your Maker
Jesus is the answer to all three.
1 - love all men


2 - conquer all unrighteousness


3 - pray unceasingly
Here's even four in one: ';Love the Lord your God with all your heart, mind, soul, and strength, and your neighbor as yourself.';





Favorite scriptures that edify include: ';Delight yourself in the Lord, and He will give you the desires of your heart.';





';Trust in the Lord, lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight.';





';Cast all your care upon the Lord for He cares for you.'; I Peter





';Guard your heart with all diligence, for out of it are the issues of life.'; Proverbs 4





';Love is patient, kind, not easily provoked...'; I Corinthians 13





';Seek ye first the Kingdom of God, and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added unto you.'; Matthew 6





';Gird your loins with the breastplate of salvation.'; Galatians 6





';The fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, perseverence, and self-control, against such there is no law.'; Galatians 5:23





';Behold the Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world.'; John





';Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid. You believe in God, believe also in Me. I go to prepare a place for you that where I am you may be also. ... I am the Way, the Truth, and the Life. No one comes to the Father except through me.'; John 14





Kris - God loves you anyway, and yet you are missing out. I will pray for you. God bless you in your pursuit. God is not afraid of your questions. Take them to Him. Ask Him to relate to you-- He came through for my husband, and He can and will for you, if you come to Him and just talk to Him about those doubts. Seek real answers from the Bible and others who know the Bible and you respect are living a life congruent with scripture. Truly, we all sin and fall short of God's perfectness. Just let Him know you'd like to give Him a true try. Do it. You won't be disappointed.
Dont take things too personally


Exercise daily


Charity Charity Charity
its truly simple





Listen to your heart





Listen to your body





Listen to your soal





In listening to your heart, it will never stear you wrong





And with your body, that doesn't mean cravings for junk, but your body will guide you true when you leave your impulses out of it.





And when it comes to your soal, the movie Stigmata says it all, ';Turn a piece of bark and I am there. God is everywhere and in everything. In your soal. You don't need a book or some preacher to tell you what is right. Thant knowledge is already printed in your soal, all you have to do is look to it and there it is.
The suggestion that our self respect is the most valuable of all the reality we perceive.


That functioning in a manner that will provide us the opportunity to enjoy good health.


That our responsibility as a mortal is to live lives that represent our effort to work cooperatively with others that will provide a better life for everyone.
Depends on the situation.
1) Emotional,- Visualize yourself in the shoes of others to temper negative opinions. Other people are in fact aspects of yourself so judgment and negative attitudes directed at them is judgment and negative attitudes directed at yourself. Nothing matters anyway so have fun doing it.





2) Physical,- Never allow yourself to get to hungry, to tired, nor to alone. Be moderate in all things.





3) Spiritual,- Love isn't a feeling. You love your family even when you're mad at them. Love is treating others like you would treat yourself. Learn to give and love selflessly to encounter the singular consciousness that the superstitious call God.





Follow all that advise and you'll become just exactly like Christ.
Emotional:Have a strong mind or never give up.


Physical:Stay healthy or use your brains FULL potential.


Spiritual:Never become a spiritual slave.
Create your own Happiness! life is not always what you expect it to be so you have to think Happy and and that will get you thru the sad. or something along those lines





dont break your diet, its not worth it! nothing tastes better than thin feels!





Trust in God, dont ask him why, accept your crosses in life they will make you the person you are meant to be!!
Love the Lord thy God with all thy


soul - spiritual


all thy heart - emotional


and all thy might - physical

Looking for advice on how to develop and control my spiritual/psychic powers.?

I have the ability to sense and communicate with the spirits that surround us as well to sense the emotions/feelings of others. I'm looking for ways to develop and control these abilities so as to be better able to use them. So if you know of any books, websites, or even have advice you can offer from your own personal experiences it would be greatly appreciated. Thanks.





ps. do any of you know of any spiritual or pagan shops in the contra costa county area of california? thanksLooking for advice on how to develop and control my spiritual/psychic powers.?
You might want to inform yourself on the psychology of narcisstic behavior.





On the other hand you would also be well advised to read


'; The Law of Attraction '; by Jerry and Esther HicksLooking for advice on how to develop and control my spiritual/psychic powers.?
Darling, you are asking a question that can lead you straight to hell fire..pagan shops?..The bible name for your gift is Prophetess..You should read the bible to learn how to exercise your gift..I am also a Prophetess..Yes, satan will try to lure you into his kingdom by finding ways for you to use your gift, and then he will also add some of his deception on to it..Go to the libray, and seek out books concerning the spirit of prophecy, or the gift of prophecy..Being a psychic, is practically in the same category as witchcraft..God Almighty's people gives God Almighty the glory for their gifts..Operating in witchcraft will lead you to pre-mature death, and a afterlife of torment..love and peace, Lady Minister Q
Neuro Linguistic Programming?
Get behind me, satan!
I absouletly positively recommend getting ANY Sylvia Brown books and read them.
Nobody in California has any supernatural powers.
I can help you to develop your psychic ability.





Slow your mind. Modern life tends to wind us up; literally speeding up our brainwave frequency. Normal daily, wide-awake, states of consciousness are Beta frequency 14 up to 20+ cycles per second. Beta level brainwave activity is too fast to allow psychic connections. So the practices of meditation and relaxation methods you are comfortable with are the first steps to develop psychic ability. More advanced help on the following pages: http://www.psychic-junkie.com/develop-ps鈥?/a>





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I am empath and I have been told the best way to deal and/or hone is meditation. Pagan shops might have some interesting books on it, but beware. Not all of those shops actually have reputable items.


Any kind of psychic gift is simply being more in touch with your surroundings then other people. It doesn't mean they can't, they just don't.
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    Going through a spiritual awakening, feel all over the place. Any 1 been through it?Advice?

    Can doctors give sick paper if your experiencing a spiritual awakening which leaves you feeling all sorts?


    thxsGoing through a spiritual awakening, feel all over the place. Any 1 been through it?Advice?
    Depends on the kind of spiritual awakening you are having and how profound it is.





    If it is profound to the extent that you intend to lead a wholey new spiritual life then the sick note is irrelivant, just sort yourself out, chuck a sicky . A new direction will be apparent from there and you will be getting a new job in ';service'; anyway. Most major spiritual directions demand this , right path, right mind, right ocupation.





    Good luck





    .Going through a spiritual awakening, feel all over the place. Any 1 been through it?Advice?
    Liquorice certainly is included in my plan, if you smoke liquorice papers or even if you buy root liquorice from the chemist, whatever rocks your boat!





    The urgent science/religious questions are:





    Did/does Glycyrrhiza glabra know how good it tastes?





    What is it with human beings and their insistence for giving silly names to discoveries?
    Don't go to doctors. Keep your experiences to yourself. Others who haven't experienced this ecstasy won't be able to understand you.
    develop a practice for grounding yourself.
    This is 'what is' for you and it is wonder-full. It is possible that it will pass away...this is 'what is' too.





    All we can do with 'all things' is be with them. Put one foot in front of the other, do the task at hand...';point your body willingly'.





    I remember 'experiencing' a period of awakening that was very profound. It lifted when the questioning mind returned. :) My teacher said, ';All things (experiences) come and go. The only permanence is, that you (awareness) are here. Awareness never leaves...it cannot go anywhere';.





    Enjoy this marvelous ';gift';....just don't hang onto it.
    I have to tell you its not a spiritual awakening your experiencing.


    someones got to you and you 'know' that. Now get your feet back on the ground, remove whatever is causing you emotional pain, and start to live.


    Do not use 'spiritual' to ignore the real things that are going on and affecting you. Do not excuse what is not right by spritualising yourself!
    sorry you just have to work through it like the rest of us...get a diary and write stuff down...helps to get through it easier...
    I love it! Yes I can help you feel more vulnerable, your mind keeps you awake thinking, the most simple things become huge complex works of art, the world is a tiny place, and you are even smaller? I have been there and it gets so goood, I am bringing a close friend through the experience at the moment and he has become very paranoid. I don't know what to say to you apart from you are kinda evolving in a way imagine your brain square when you leave school from the rubbish that you learn, well this 'awakening' is kind of like your mind being rounded out at the corners compressing (not literally) you are finding yourself your true personality. Feel free to contact me, if not see you on the other side.
    That's great news, I'm going through the same at the moment! Downer is, I've completely lost focus at work and could use some sick time too.





    But I wouldn't go to the doctor, they won't accept spiritual awakenings as a genuine reason for needing time off work.





    The route I'm going for is: keep at the job, and if it all falls apart leave and do something else, and if not then all the better.





    So far, it's not working...
    indulge in your spirituality read some good books, look up things on the internet, read the secret by rhonda byrne. go with it and you will feel happier