I was clean for two years from injecting meth! Now, I've shot up meth 4 times in 3 months. Twice this week. I did it right in front of my 18 month old little girl who i love more than ANYTHING. I feel so sick inside. I gave my life back to the lord Sunday and really mended my lost relationship with him, then tonight i used again!!! I cannot sleep... my spirit is longing for God while my body is coming down from it's high.... I feel so unworthy. I need him more than ever. I hate this addiction and lord knows i dont want to be sucked back into it. I hate myself and what ive done. I cannot believe i've come back to this. I just need encouragement,please.I need spiritual advice for this drug addiction!?
Baby girl i cant say that i completely understand how you feel but i can only imagine and I myself have had relatives %26amp; still do till this day who is addicted to drugs and it is a hurtful feeling to find someone you love %26amp; care for to be strung out on drugs but my advice to you baby girl is to like seriously ask yourself ';how much do I love my self?'; %26amp; most importantly ';how much do I love my child?';
And the answer should be very simple and easy to answer. You should love yourself %26amp; and your baby enough to stop the destruction that you are inflicting on you %26amp; your baby. So you just gotta dig deep within yourself baby girl and understand that it's bigger than you. IT'S ABOUT YOUR BABY who needs a parent to demonstrate Strength, Discipline, Love %26amp; Courage baby girl. I Know you can do it and most importantly is that GOD knows you can do it because you were created in the image of him which means all things are possible as long as yo BELIEVE that it is possible.
I really hope that these words are some encouragement %26amp; motivation to you because i really dont know you but i understand how you feel because i come from the same place as you and i know that you can overcome this.
P.S.- And There Is A GOD and watch that video below
http://youtube.com/watch?v=-DiZym5nqycI need spiritual advice for this drug addiction!?
hmm...Iam an atheist and I quit heroin and coke...ya know the famous speed ball? and I did it all on my own without help from god.... or anything, but myself...because I wanted to change myself for the better...
i can only advice that go to a room,,ask these ff questions:
*why do you need to that thing?
*does it help you out of the world?
*do you have dignity in your life?
*why does you can't control it?
*why does you need to go in that addiction?
*is something wrong with your life?
*or maybe you're just so fool to do that thing..(no offend)
*do you love your family?,friends?and people around you?
*why did you let that addiction go beyond your limit?
*why did you let your addiction continue to fool your personality and identity?
*why did you need to cut your relationship with god?
*why did you choose that things you've done than making more relationship with God?
*how did you that to your family,friends and mostly our God?
you don't need to promise coming back to Him but please ask these many times to your self...you can do it bro..just have faith in god..don't let the vices take over God,,because God cries for you..for the son that has lost his faith to Him..don't let your addiction ruin yourself and your family as early as possible try not to be a victim of that addiction..
There's no such thing as the Lord, so he/she's obviously not going to be able to help you.
You need to go speak with a professional who has real life experience with helping people quit their addictions.
Just being real, praying isn't going to do you any good.
You are your own god, take control of your life and stop waiting for someone who either doesn't exist or is a liar to do it for you.
Addiction is a disease, it has nothing to do with you being worthy or unworthy. It's good that you believe in God, but I think you need to get yourself to a meeting first thing in the morning.
If you can't find an NA meeting in your area you can go to AA, it's almost or just as good.
You were clean for two years before this so you can do it again. Good Luck!
If the lord and your family and your innocent child's eyes do not stop you, then a comment from a stranger on the internet won't.
You need help, seek drug rehabilitation for your family, for yourself.
Deidra,
You have to keep in mind that Jesus loves you with an everlasting love. Repent and he will forgive you. Talk to him like you would your very best friend.
You have to rise up in faith and not fall into the devil's schemes.
As soon as the devil starts to tempt you,
you must rebuke him in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ.
-And the devil will flee.
Open your Bible and start reading it. It is very important to read your Bible daily so that you may arm yourselves with God's Word. -It is our armor against the devil.
In the Bible, it reads;
Ephesians 6:11
Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil's schemes.
Genesis 4:7
If you do what is right, will you not be accepted? But if you do not do what is right, sin is crouching at your door; it desires to have you, but you must master it.';
1 Corinthians 6:12
12';Everything is permissible for me';鈥攂ut not everything is beneficial. ';Everything is permissible for me';鈥攂ut I will not be mastered by anything.
Ephesians 6 - The Armor of God
10Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. 11Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil's schemes. 12For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. 13Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. 14Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, 15and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. 16In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. 17Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. 18And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the saints.
You have to fully trust in the Lord Jesus Christ. Have faith and believe in HIM. Take it one day at a time and keep that Bible close to you so that you may keep the Lord's Word in your heart.
Get into a Bible based Church and attend their services.
You have to do your part and stand strong against the devil's schemes.
Your baby needs you in her life.
God has so many gifts in store for you and HE wants to bless you.
Turn your back on sin and follow HIM.
In the Bible, it also reads;
Job 1 - Prologue
1 In the land of Uz there lived a man whose name was Job. This man was blameless and upright; he feared God and shunned evil. 2 He had seven sons and three daughters, 3 and he owned seven thousand sheep, three thousand camels, five hundred yoke of oxen and five hundred donkeys, and had a large number of servants. He was the greatest man among all the people of the East.
4 His sons used to take turns holding feasts in their homes, and they would invite their three sisters to eat and drink with them. 5 When a period of feasting had run its course, Job would send and have them purified. Early in the morning he would sacrifice a burnt offering for each of them, thinking, ';Perhaps my children have sinned and cursed God in their hearts.'; This was Job's regular custom.
Job's First Test
6 One day the angels [a] came to present themselves before the LORD, and Satan [b] also came with them. 7 The LORD said to Satan, ';Where have you come from?';
Satan answered the LORD, ';From roaming through the earth and going back and forth in it.';
8 Then the LORD said to Satan, ';Have you considered my servant Job? There is no one on earth like him; he is blameless and upright, a man who fears God and shuns evil.';
9 ';Does Job fear God for nothing?'; Satan replied. 10 ';Have you not put a hedge around him and his household and everything he has? You have blessed the work of his hands, so that his flocks and herds are spread throughout the land. 11 But stretch out your hand and strike everything he has, and he will surely curse you to your face.';
12 The LORD said to Satan, ';Very well, then, everything he has is in your hands, but on the man himself do not lay a finger.';
Then Satan went out from the presence of the LORD.
By this, you know that the devil will test your faith in the Lord Jesus Christ, and
Jesus Christ wants to see how strong your faith is in HIM.
Colossians 2:5
For though I am absent from you in body, I am present with you in spirit and delight to see how orderly you are and how firm your faith in Christ is.
You can do it and kick that habit that leads to death, if you stand strong in faith.
I will sa a prayer for you and your baby girl.
May the Lord keep you safe and may you seek the Lord Jesus Christ for refuge.
Always remember,
When you are down to nothing, God is up to something.
John 12:46
I have come into the world as a light, so that no one who believes in me should stay in darkness.
Romans 10:17
17Consequently, faith comes from hearing the message, and the message is heard through the word of Christ.
Hebrews 11:6
6And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him.
John 3:16
16';For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son,[a] that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.
Jeremiah 29:11
For I know the plans I have for you,'; declares the LORD, ';plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
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P.S.
If you are willing to travel to Texas (to make a fresh start) like you said in your questions profile, I thought I'd recommend you a great Church. It is called Highpoint Church.
http://www.highpointchurch.com/
-God Bless.
Ehhh... ya just gotta do it man... I was doing speedballs for ehhh... quite a few years and I quit... no groups... no therapists or rehab... NO god.
Its all about will.
Speedball=Heroin/Cocaine mix.
If you fail, don't blame anybody. When you succeed you'll be proud of yourself.
your best option is to go to emergency and ask for medical help for your addiction. You obviously cannot say no by yourself
do not hate yourself that only makes things worst
but love your little girl and stop doing it for her (think how bad for she would it be to have a drug addict parent)
You need rehab....spin dry ...
You need to go into an inpatient rehab and when you get out you have to go to NA meetings often, Get your partner involved in Al-Anon. And get on a 12 step plan, if you don't you will F up your daughter's life. Once an addict always an addict.
As a Christian i applaud your coming back to God. However, you are an addict and just giving your life back to God is not going to get you off the drugs. You need a comprehensive medical treatment. To not seek this out is like finding out you need open heart surgery but just praying about it instead. Prayer definitely helps but I encourage you, go check in to a center right now. Do not wait!
Addiction? You did it to yourself. God isn't real, so only you have the ability to change yourself. All you will be doing it trading one irrational addiction for another. How about you try some Self restraint. That 18 month old child should be taken away from you. let me guess your a single mom or you are in a relationship with some drug addict who probably treats you bad but you have chosen to stay...it's the same ol story over and over. No offense but clean up your act and get your self together. It is possible but only you can change yourself.
Maybe you should try rehab. If you're constantly relapsing, it should be obvious to yourself that you are helpless on your own.
just some small scripture to ponder...
Romans 8:26 Likewise the Spirit[holy spirit] also helps in our weaknesses. For we do not know what we should pray for as we ought, but the Spirit Himself makes intercession for us with groanings which cannot be uttered.
Rom 8:27 Now He who searches the hearts knows what the mind of the Spirit is, because He makes intercession for the saints according to the will of God.
Rom 8:28 And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose.
life is over in a blink of an eye.please dont blink and find out your whole life,including your child,has fallen apart.
once again...my prayers for you!!!
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